Monday morning (afternoon)

and then, 
after finally crashing to the floor from exhaustion,
he, without even knowing it,
passed out and woke up 12 hours later.
dazed,
confused,
but clear.
everything seemed different.
fresh.
the air that billowed through the open window
smelled of lilacs
and the sound of the birds chirping from the windowsill
mixed in perfectly with the Amy Winehouse song he threw on,
and as he got his shit together and started feeling ready to face the world again,
he turned on the shower,
he felt himself smile.
felt the steam rise,
felt his bone rise
felt his depression subside
and felt glad that it was only Monday...
cause he had no idea what the hell happened since Thursday.

oops.

he did it again...

so the moral of the story is...

though he didn't really understand the way he got it to look the way it did,

but he didn't think he could ever completely duplicate it ever again..

sure he could substitute, mix around, and somehow do something, maybe, similar,

there was no way he would ever know the formula or direction to get him to that very point.

it was something that would kill him for the rest of his life,

for he was always asked to give a client that "look",

and he tried, he really did try...

but there would never be anything identically replicated.

fuck it, he thought out loud...

who gives a shit anyway...

so the moral of the story is...

don't follow directions,

just randomly do things differently than usual.

play.

have fun,

be stupid.

let it evolve the way it will resolve,

and you just may find yourself

better than ever before.

Wonderful Life

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Feel This Moment

Pitbull Feat. Christina Aguilera - Feel This Moment

this moment passed a long time ago...

every second of every moment
of every minute of every week
counts.
matters. it may not be the perfect thing
at the perfect time, but it's what you have
and it's up to you to make the moment count.
it's never going to be easy.
if it's really important
and meant to be 
it will happen.
it can't be pushed.
it can't be demanded.
it can't be manipulated
because then it isn't pure.
i have been conflicted with my own very moments that  seemingly, slip by.
they don't seem to amount to much,
and they don't seem to get me where i want to go...
but they are moments i treasure also,
because i am spending amazing quality time
getting back to the people i haven't been close to in years.
i spend every waking moment with my baby Buddy,
and he is the light of my life,
and i know one day, i'll look back
and know for certain he was always
the love of my life.

so for this moment,
i'm going to be relaxed,
happy,
content...
and get dressed and taking him out in the snow
that he loves so much...

because once the moment passes.\
you can never get it back.
it's gone forever,
so make it count.




precious moments spent wisely...

j/o

me in the middle of one of those moments on fire island...

EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE

POLICE - EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE remix


every breath you take and every move you make, every single day,
every word you say...all builds up to 
make you exactly the very thing, the very person you are right now and effects the very next moments, ideas, thoughts, expressions, everything really...for years till the end of the story. it makes you decide everything you ever question, creates your outlooks, visions and, well, you get it...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znosqX0zFmg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eLUd_dvUK_M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xg0AsWruz4k

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJ2zIDw_AaQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ELyDpW_VuI

http://videokeman.com/michael-jackson/wanna-be-starting-something-michael-jackson/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVVgkK_4avM

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tvxSNyN1ok

u better werq

http://www.aebn.net/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=77OOvq3vb0Y

u better werq
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5miqNvoZ_aM

coccoon

something in the way it happened,
so naturally,
won't let me be...
it's like it was waiting in the wings all the time
waiting for the exact right second of time to expose itself
unfold,
and turn everything that was once bllack,
not white,
but maybe...
dove grey.
everything comes when it should.
it always has to,
like a butterfly,
coccoon and develop to the precise moment when
it should be revealed.
when it is shown to the world,
everyone should, if they were smart,
stand back in awe.
it's something perect that is what it is supposed to be
when it should be
and it lasts only as long
as it is useful,
needed,
or...
inspiring.

 

wow. really? wtf!

QUESTION?

was he too harsh or could it be

that what he said he said out of pure honesty.

and what he said, he did not intend

to be reinterpreted 

but that in fact is the way it went.

instead of  listening he instead

listened to the childish voices

in his head.

they told him things 

in a distorted way

made him second guess

and in the end betray

the only thing that was ever real,

and it stripped him of all things

he truly feels.

wow?

really?

wtf!