today was just a lousy day.
it started bad, as it went on, decayed.
and then i got a call that sent me
further down a road i didn't see
coming at me,
so very fast,
the end of someone
that defined my past.
a man unlike
i miss him, already.
so sad, but something made me see that our paths crossed for a reason.
he was the biggest of all the stars,
his life and image
made up of scars.
but pure and gentle,
sweet and nice,
he's not what hi image
portrayed him to be.
he wrote the forward for my newbook,
i just got it this past week,
i hated his email address, and so,
i yelled at him for seeing and describing himself the way i think he really
truly did, see himself.
and it was so wrong.
here's his email to me, and my response.
i love u james.
i miss u already