i was almost an abortion

Thursday, November 22, 2012


sosnap-I've got the power(remix)

one trick pony
is that really what you think of me?
well, guess what,
i've got a lot more up my sleeve.
i'll turn everything you've ever known
into something you've never seen.
turn things that you'd call average
into crazy fantasy's.
for the skills i embody
and the creativity i posses
turn molehills into mountains
and my skills do not transgress.
for i hold within me power
unlike the world has ever known
and the wonders i create
are mine, alone, to own.
the mountains i have climbed
the seas that i've swum
make it possible to do things
that have never before been done.
if only you had believed in me.
didn't i tell you long ago
be patient,
set me free,
and just let me go.
within me i believe
that i alone do hold a key,
just give it time
let me cross the line,
i will fulfill my destiny.

(trust me, 
just sit back and you will see,
all the things that i have told you
are things your mind cannot conceive.
but remember,
i have warned you.
for the last time
you've been told,
who and what i truly am,
i won't let be undersold.)

ok, so, i am thankful!

ok, so, i am thankful!
i'm thankful that i have my health, well, whatever is left of it. i'm thankful that i have my family, whoever is still alive.  i'm thankful that i have my friends, if only they were talking to me anymore. i'm thankful for Buddy, cause he's the only one who really understands me, and i'm thankful that i am so twisted and meticulous and anal that i can spend hour upon hour doing Photoshop, the one thing that i think keeps me sane-(ish).
so, ok, happy thanksgiving...whatever that means anymore, anyway.

i swear i'm not bitter,
 just a little cranky these days...

what i did today, besides smoke pot and walk Buddy, who, btw, jumped in a lake not knowing how cold it was and then jumped out yelping..it was hysterical!

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