i was almost an abortion

Monday, May 21, 2012

begin




begin at the beginning.
start fresh,
sleep well and eat right,
be ready to create,
imagine,
and focus.

start in 10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
now.
going global.
where do you start?
how do you start.
why do you start again and again?
it’s all a place,
ingrained deep within.
it’s a spark that ignites a fire that becomes a catastrophe,
or rather in this case,
a inferno that reaches up and out.
into the minds,
bodies,
souls and memories of the masses.
life starts now,
if no one knows you how do you exist?
if as an artist,
no one sees your work,
who are you reaching?
where is your message being seen?
how are you influencing the children?
the children are fed.
the feast has begun,
but now, it’s to reach out, expand, take over.



internet porn

http://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=young+boys+naked&FORM=VQFRAF#x0y0

it's just gross what is out in the internet.
why was i looking at it in the first place you ask?
i was doing research.
this is my job, i'm sorry if it offends you,
but really,
on the internet?!







titanium.


higher than a mutherfucker...
i'm still stuck on nicki.
twinkle twinkle little star...

sending the book out in full layout.
october relase date.

im scared.
scared? no, frightened.
no...
freaking out.
yea, thats it.
as i anticipate the next few months,
i understand i must be clear, intelligent, and wise.
no more thinking the old way.
it's time to do it the right way.

not higher than a mutherfucker.

starships were meant to fly,
enter, and touch the sky.
not barrel down the runway in flames.

time is right.
time is now.
book,
check.
video,
check...
maybe.








i am titanium.
u shoot me down...
but i aint going down.
i am titanium.






music.
i love it.



Nicki Minaj


i love nicki minaj.
i love everything about her.
her hopes, her dreams, her lyrics, her look.
that look.
i live.
makes u feel the boom badoom boom bass
she makes me smile.
i love her on interviews.
i live for her, evry second of the day.
starships?
were meant to fly!

amazing.
but super bass....
superbass is a song for the world.
everyone can relate.
in 100 years, u'll still be hearing it.

pain and misery

the dark days are done.
the clouds cleared,
the sunlight beams through the last haze that remain.
as i wake,
i yawn,
stretch, and sip coffee,
remembering how hideous i had once felt.
how i don't want to feel like that again,
yet...
without pain and misery,
can there be true happiness?
can you know greatness
without experiencing failure?
i hope i'm done experimenting.
i really do.












ADELE - Set Fire To The Rain - THE PEREZ BROTHERS Remix