i was almost an abortion

Saturday, May 5, 2012

ADELE - SOMEONE LIKE YOU (MAKENZO REMIX)

Adele - Rolling In The Deep (House remix)

we coulda, shoulda, had it all.

 SOMEONE LIKE YOU (MAKENZO REMIX)



so sad
so true
so why
still new?
the cuts run deep
through my once blue veins
making them scarlet
making them crimson...
making them never be the same.
if they heal,
they will get stronger
eventually,
even though there will always be scars.
but scars are better than what happens when,
if, they don't heal.
then,
it's just over...
and a second chance is not, ever, given.

Everything Counts






LOOK CLOSELY
AT THE SMALLEST THINGS IN LIFE.
THE SMALL THINGS ARE THE ONES THAT
WHEN ADDED UP
CREATE CHANGE
SOMETIMES FOR BETTER
SOMETIMES FOR WORSE.
BUT CHANGE IS USUALLY GOOD.





so they say everything happens for a reason.
and for every reason, there's a season
turn turn turn.
well, it has quite possibly been proved today by me,
my life, my circumstances, my future.
all in an instant,
and without the slightest inabition,
notification, rhyme or reason.
just keeping an open mind, heart and soul
you notice the slightest things around you start to change.
things start to take on shape,
words have new meanings,
places seem less scary,
memories come into focus,
the past remains just that,
and everything from that second on
begins to form again
only differntley.
with new meaning
tons more clarity,
more understanding of why things in the past didn't work
and a goal to have the mistakes not be made a second or third time.
everything makes sense.
everything has meaning.
everything is,
just the way it should,
and is supposed to be.












EVERYTHING
HAPPENS
FOR
A
REASON.












NOTHING HAPPENS
JUST BECAUSE.
the universe was not created by "because"
it was not an accident
it was not a mistake.
it was  divine,
it was built after it had failed many times before,
and so,
it should be
perfect.