A Song For You

i been so many places
in my life and time
i've sung a lot of songs
and made some bad rhymes
i acted out my life on stages
with 10,000 people watching
well,
we're alone now
and i'm singing a song to you.

i know your image of me
is what i hope to be
i treated you unkind
but darling can't you see
theres no one more important to me
baby can't you see through me?
we're alone now
and i'm singing a song to you.

you taught me precious secrets
of a true love worth holding on
you came out in front
when i was hiding
but now thats so much better
and if my words don't come together
listen to the melody
cause my love is in there hiding


i love you in a place
where theres no space or time
i love you for my life
you were a friend of mine
and when my life is over
remember when we were together
we were alone
and i was singing a song for you...
this song is for you.

i love you in a place
my dear friend
where theres no space or time
i love you for my life
you are a friend of mine
and when my life is over
remember when we were together
we were alone
and i was singing a song to you...





sometimes you forget
all too quickly
what's important.
time slips away
leaves you with nothing
but a casual memory
of a second of time
that once was important
that's now just a dream.
you have to hold on tight,
think, then think again
and remember what it was
that's now so hard to understand.
but if it really was important,
if it really made a dent
if it caused you for a moment
to sit back, enjoy, then let
the magic of that moment
that you thought had slipped away
come back and be a moment
in your life,
that's here to stay.


don't forget the little people.

alphabet shitty

sometimes when your working on
projects A through Z
you forget exactly just what happened
all the way back when you were working on C.
you try, you look,
you search, you see
that what was really incredible,
was what you did at B.
you toss around
all of everything,
make it easy,
get a scope
of all the things,
then go back again
starting at Z,
a little bit at a time,
once more,
then you see,
that the final thing
the thing you missed
was there all the time,
you had just dismissed
and moved on forward
without looking back,
but when you did,
it all made sense...

UNOADED

and it is now,
officially,
2:14am.
after an entire day doing, actually, nothing,
i finally am able to stop the insanity of trying to cum,
jerking off for endlesss hours upon hours,
doing things,
saying, watching and pretending to be interested in,
turned on by,
and ready to cum at the idea of,
any of that crap.
i came.
it took 3 minutes,
alone,
no vids, cams, websites, pics or vids.
just me,
alone
stroking
nothing around to bother
disturb
or distract me.
my load,
the very load that took over 27 hours to dispense,
is at rest
on the floor of my bedroon,
picked up, kind of,
by the t-shirt i wore today.

it's all done,
all gone,
all out...
i'm headed to bed.