i was almost an abortion

Friday, November 9, 2012

Audition Reel

jason livanis  Audition Reel


who r u when u've never known anyone else??
why when we worry will we later wonder what for? 
when will we wonder, like, "what would we want more?"
we want what we lust.
we lust what we see.
we see everything tinted.
we think it should all be for free. 

everything happens
because well, it must.
everything is what it is
because it's well, just because.
it has nothing to do
at all with you.
you can change it slightly
if you let it just be,
but when meddling hands 
are attached to the meddling kind,
with meddling bodies
and meddling minds,
then an axis will shift
just a notch,
not an inch,
but enuf to just re-sinch
all the wrongs we once wanted
when what we wanted wasn't really wrong, 
just reminded us that once
we were what we thought we wanted,
but then found out it wasn't what we thought it would be.
when we really always had it with us, only,
we didn't see it,
it was too free.


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djS√úNDENFALL31-Terence Trent D´Arby-Sign your name(Lee Scratch Perry remix)

time i'm sure will bring disappointments in so many things...it seems to be the way...
time i'm sure will bring disappointments in so many things...it seems to be the way...
time i'm sure will bring disappointments in so many things...it seems to be the way...
and there he was, almost as i had envisioned so many countless times in my mind...only this time, he was real.

could this actually be him? it? the thing he had always thought would never actually happen because he would never actually find anyone who could, would fill the requirements, but also because he had put so much energy in imagining that he would, somehow, even if he had found this creature, would destroy any chance he would ever have of actually having such a wonderful, magnificent creature love him back...he would destroy that chance before he had the chance to let the creature figure out what a mess he was anyway...

so maybe...crazy. but, could it be? would it happen? well, let's see.

and so, as the snow drifted eerily upward, spiraling and twisting, whistling as it blew,he got an idea that maybe, most definitely, things had shifted...

              (to be continued...)

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Video Killed the Radio Star (REMIX)

there's a new star on the horizon.
it looks shinier than the rest, more brilliance, brighter color, better sound! many features have been so updated, they had to come up with new names...i'm not saying they are just "better than" the rest, i am saying they revolutionized the entire industry in merely seconds.

and so, who is this brilliane owed to? what God do we need to kneel down and pray to for thanks,  please, forgive us for not stepping up to the plate earlier, for having the dream of uniting the entire world with simple tiny sentences that don't seem to mean a thing, but in fact, speak volumes. why are we are so stupid! why are we so lame, what made us think we could ever be so wise as to ever imagine something so revolutionized, revolutionary and revolutionintelligentless as to leave us speechless. why?
why not?
because everyone now has the basic knowledge, and so, everyone can somehow try and compete, although it's hard to compete with the wisest ones who have followers around the globe, even planet, quite probably even further...

everyone's an internet sensation these days, everyone has their own "porn" video on x-tube, or a showcased 3 minute spot on youtube showing them lift weights, flex, say stupid things, pretend to sing, juggle, dive, drive, whatever, it's there for you to show them all just what you're made of, who you are, how you became such a star with not nearly any qualifying skills or knowledge...but yet, you can "tweet", "cam", and even "text", you now know how and why the crazy people never have to leave their homes, it's because they are all blogging, and so, making the world a better place for humanity.
here's some good ones to know about....