and there i was

and there i was,

sitting in the office of a real estate agent,
terrified,
yet excited...
i wanted this apartment so bad,
and then,
they did a credit check,
and in seconds,
i was laid out flat,
dead,
nothing to do,
say, feel, or noplace to live.
and so i came home,
tried to resurect the thing that brought me down,
but my credit is shot,
my life as an adult just may be done...

over.
the end.