i was almost an abortion

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

some days


Some days i feel like i am on top of the world.
today wasn't one of those days,
and so i lay in bed, curled up to Buddy
my bestest friend
held him tight
with all my might
prayed to God for the will to fight
but fighting seems to put me back
in a place
under attack.
everyone around me seems
to think i am a bit extreme.
they never look at things thru my eyes
if they did, they too might despise
the craziness that i, around me, see
it isn't pretty
but it's reality.
so i tossed
and then i turned
i've been through the fire
and been severely burned.
and here i sit
alone and sad
it makes me nervous
to feel this sad.
i don't know how much more i can take
never secure i feel 
like i just may break.
there isn't one thing i can say
is perfect 
but i hope today
will be one of those, and pass.
tomorrow's almost here
i shall surpass
and become the man i'm supposed to be.
i know i can...
it's my destiny.