i was almost an abortion

Monday, September 17, 2012

now or never

can this be real? is this my fate? to die alone, amoung those who hate? to live my life without debate is what i dream of and contimplate. i can't do this for much longeri'd hopedthat this would make me stronger...but in the end, it's left me
weak, to the point where i can hardly speak.
i'm tired, i'm weary, and out of faith, it's ot to end soon,it's got to change...
please forgive me, i must have done
something very bad to someone. maybe i deserve to live a life without any positive.
but one more day, dear god, i pray, just
once more chance to change this circumstance.

it's now or never.