can this be real? is this my fate? to die alone, amoung those who hate? to live my life without debate is what i dream of and contimplate. i can't do this for much longeri'd hopedthat this would make me stronger...but in the end, it's left me
weak, to the point where i can hardly speak.
i'm tired, i'm weary, and out of faith, it's ot to end soon,it's got to change...
please forgive me, i must have done
something very bad to someone. maybe i deserve to live a life without any positive.
but one more day, dear god, i pray, just
once more chance to change this circumstance.
it's now or never.
