i was almost an abortion

Monday, June 18, 2012

just a memory

it's been a long strange journey. one where every single step was not only difficult, but it took every ounce of every breath of every second of every minute of every day, making every single moment of the entire trip seem like an eternity where, nothing was ever going to be right again. it stressed out and wore down the travelers for they never expected anything quite like what they were given. there was no one there to help guide the way, show them detours, or hold their hands in the dead of night when it seemed as if, all hope was lost and there maybe wouldn't be another day to wash away the tears.

but, somehow, through the terrible storms and hideous terrain, after the longest, darkest night, there was in fact, another dawn. and, although it's uncertain how, it was even brighter than the days before.
somehow, life went on, and al of the misery of the past, was just a memory.

amazing really...

amazing really,
when you think about it.
i mean, really calculate the time spent
and the energy wasted
and then,
compare it to the actual amount
of nothing,
that you accomplished.
if you think about it for as long as
one quater of the time you wasted,
you would probably be thinking about it,
for several hours,
as, you probably spent about what,
maybe twenty two hours in total?
that means you were then thinking
for over five hours.
but thinking of what?
i mean, really...
what did you get done in the twenty two hours you spent
sitting quietly in front of the computer,
watching porn,
reading blogs,
checking emails,
visiting websites,
checking in on cam4 to see what your friends are up to...
it becomes quite a busy
and, yes, i'll say it,
part of the day...
it's no wonder that when you finally accomplish the task
you started twenty two hours ago...
you're wiped out.
you need to run to bed,
and just pass the fuck out.

it must be exhausting being you...