i was almost an abortion

Monday, May 27, 2013

look closer...





Year of the Drums, Vol. 1: March of Desire D.J. TED BISHOP


LOOK CLOSE.
CLOSER...
DO YOU SEE IT?
CAUSE IT'S THERE...

Even though it seems so far away,
it's just right there,
so look closer,
before it runs away.
it's everything you thought it would be,
and probably much, much more.
it's all the things you never thought
would be right there,
but there they are,
what are you waiting for?



we never seem to understand
what?
i'd like to know too, 
but i can't seem to get it.
i don't know why as much as i try
it all seems to fail,
nothing seems to work,
even though i try to no avail.
it hurts so much.
it sucks,
it's nuts.
i see it clearly,
 i know it's there.
but yet it never solidifies
it just disappears into thin air.
if i give it one more try,
i hope it's there...
if not, i'll cry.
or die.
or both...
no lie.