i was almost an abortion

Monday, December 17, 2012


it starts now,
although later than it should have
 because of course i overslept,
i'm seeing the pieces move in closer together
and feeling an inkling of self respect.
i hope today is a better day
and i'll try my best to not throw it away,
because it's time,
or else i think i'll lose my mind,
i got to get it back.