i was almost an abortion

Thursday, July 12, 2012

children of the corn

it occured to me last night
that maybe what we did,
was something that your friends wouldn't understand.
maybe it's the something that gave them something to use as ammunition, to show you how out of the circle you've gone.
maybe they are just jealous...
maybe they, deep down,
wish they had the balls to do what you did.
maybe they don't know how you did it,
but you did it, and without shame, only pride, and you were great!
just remember this...
the people you call friends right now at this point in your life,
you will probably outgrow and surpass.
so don't let anyone make you have to "explain" youself,
don't let them feel like they have an upper hand,
because really, when you think about it,
they are just children of the corn,
they huddle in masses because they cannot stand up alone.
that's not you...
so, live your life your way....
because in the end,
that's all that really matters.

let it rain!

Here Comes The Rain Again (Freemasons Vocal Mix)

there once was a day
when it almost got away.
the very thing i thought
was not something i had sought.
it had come from outter space
and landed in it's place,
causing havoc and despair
and making everyone aware
of the burden it did bare
from inside to everywhere
no one is safe,
so just beware
even if you don't care...
just know and be aware
that there's something more out there.
it can take a hold of you and break
every good act that you'll make
making you seem like just a flake,
but your just finally awake
noticing every one of your mistakes
has been combined into a great
injustice up for debate.
and it makes me so irate
knowing it was the apple that i ate
that in the end destroyed my fate.

so there's no one else to blame,
i'm not a victim, just insane,
and no more will there be pain
from my own hands up to god,
just let it rain!