i was almost an abortion

Friday, July 13, 2012

i miss you so bad

The Hottest @Abercrombie & Fitch Guys, "Call Me Maybe" by Carly Rae Jepsen

boy you came into my life,
i miss you so bad,
and you should know that...
i miss you so, so bad...

i'm crying over you again...
that's all i need to know...
i guess i'll never really get over you.
it's weird because
it's hard to look right at you,
i just found a photo we did about 3 years ago
a shot we did for the saint at large.
with damion cross....
we covered you in clay and dried it so you looked like a statue.
it's ben sitting untouched since that very day on my desktop,
and when i looked up, i sw it,
like i have a zillion times,
but this time opened it.
i posted it yesterday.
it made me sad, and it was hard to spend the time in front of it
Photoshopping, cleaning, and making it, perfection.
i love it.
and i miss you.
you fucking cunt.