i was almost an abortion

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Olive - You're Not Alone (Sister Bliss/Rollo Remix)


Olive - You're Not Alone (Sister Bliss/Rollo Remix)

it wasn't actually until much later that night when he realized that something seemed different. although he couldn't pinpoint  exactly what it was, how or why it was different, exactly, from what he had known before, he just felt it. something had changed. he opened his eyes and looked around the room. nothing seemed out of place...nothing was missing...yet something was there, a presence, unlike anything he had felt before. it wasn't human, nor ghost-like, but it soothed his mind and caressed his soul, making him smile from deep within, letting him know that he was not alone any longer...

and for the first time in years,
he slept peacefully...
 

it was finally beginning to make sense...



it was finally beginning to make sense... 
all the wasted time and all the insanity it had caused him, was really unnecessary. it was one of those things that he could have nipped in the bud, if only he had stepped back and looked at it from another angle.
 another perspective.
but that was all something he could, hopefully, put in the back of his head, and try to move beyond, and forward and make things better. his stubborn ways had gotten the best of him in the past, but his eyes were opened and the errors were realized. you can't be stuck in your old ways forever especially if they aren't working...so, with conscious effort and an open mind, he put his best foot foreword, held hid head a little higher, and walked with more confidence, even though he didn't necessarily feel the way he looked on the outside, it lifted something from someplace deep inside, and let him know that now, at least he could tell himself, for certain, that he was trying his very best.
to be continued...