i was almost an abortion

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

never ever would i do...

with no malice did he do
anything to put him through
any kind of discontent
he didn't ever think of it...
but he thought he had been wronged,
with vicious words he then prolonged,
the end result,
which could have been fixed,
long before his words did mix
and destroyed the trust and friendship nixed,
leaving all the good he did eclipsed.

all you ever have to do
is tell me what you think i did to you,
and trust me when i say
i wouldn't hurt you in any way,
so lets move on,
this has got to be the end...
because i love you
and i intend
to make you see that
i'm your friend.

so shut the fuck up bitch!
i'm very sorry sometimes,
for doing things i do,
but i never, ever,
would hurt you,
never ever would make you cry,
that's not ever my intention,
and that is not a lie.

fire island, early one morning, 2 years ago....

Sorry !!!!!!!!!

Madonna - Sorry (Official Music Video)

what started as very 
ended up being something he hadn't sought...
 he never expected
what had become
a huge dilema
to overcome.
nothing nasty had crossed his mind,
his intentions were never to be unkind...
never more would he be defined
as someone who was not refined...
he always tried,
he always said
he'd not cause trouble
in others beds.
he tried his hardest to, instead,
be kind, be gentle, 
and be not mislead,
by problems of men
who wished him dead.

and when he realized that he had made a mess,
he said "i'm sorry"
and then confessed,
he wouldn't ever hurt a fly,
that's exactly the reason why
he didn't know
from where this came...
but now in disgust 
some said his name...
"i didn't mean it...
you have it wrong!" 
but alas no one would hear his song. 

and so it happened,
one summers eve,
hopefully by fall,
it will be relieved.