i was almost an abortion

Saturday, April 14, 2012

morning glory in nyc







something funny happened today,
on the way home from a tricks,
on a side street in manhattan,
outside of the motel he was staying at,
walking by the garbage trucks picking up trash,
is when it happened...
unexpectedly,
without warning.
it just became like a jike
the moment that it started,
i was walking,
strutting,
ass full of jizz,
piss, and spit...
my cell phone rang
and when i went through my pockets to pick it up,
i fell.
sprained my ankle,
and fell, head first,
into the garbage truck.
at first i wobbled,
then
head first.
nothing could stop me,
i hurled through the air,
wig went that way,
fake nails the other,
my what i thought was butch clutch fell into the street,
opened,
spilled,
and made chaos and insanity a manditory moment of craziness for that time.
and then,
without wasting a moment i,
without missing a beat,
without trying or fretting,
i picked myself up
brushed myself off,
and kept on walkin...


















keep on movin' don't stop no....



lol

Sunday, April 1, 2012

I Don't Wanna Dance With Anybody

i didn't want to dance with anybody, actually...
i was having a better time with myself.
other people are sometimes nothing but over rated. who wants or needs anything other than their own sensible, funny, articulate, and gorgeous selves?
sometimes, you just have to be appreciative that you're so Goddamn fierce!
the others?
well,
they're okay.

Saturday, March 31, 2012

the other guy from Finland






Tom was his name
Finland was where he came from,
but the world was his oyster,
and his talent was the key
to make himself a name
that has yet to be compared to.


more on Tom later, for now, just open your eyes,
because other imports have been creeping up on us,
and we are thankful for their pressence.




i choose

i dont know
only God knows where the story ends
for me
but i know where the story begins...
it's up to us to chose
whether we win or lose
and i chose to win.

did i ask to much?




did i ask to much?
more than a lot?
you gave me nothing
now that's all i got...

and then it's too late...



with so much happening all a the same time,
it's easy to forget the little things,
let alone the big things that just happen to not be the most important ones,
just the ones that,
when you step back and realize the scale and weight this thing holds on your entire life,
you realize maybe you should have not taken it for granted all these years.
maybe appreciated it just a little more,
said thank you for it,
even just smiled more often,
knowing it was there.
just because you have it,
doesn't mean it's always going to be there.
it's when it slips away that you begin to understand what it all meant.
and then it' too late.













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Friday, March 30, 2012

pig sty














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was it the beginning of the end
or the end of what should have never begun?
was it all actually over now?
was it all said and done?
all the times that i sat
waiting for it to stop,
the moments that i wished for

but it never seemed to come,
the hours and the days
the weeks turned into months
as i watch the clock tick tock,
it  took it's time
it didn't rush,
it didn't care,
did i ask too much?


Wednesday, March 28, 2012

A Song For You

i been so many places
in my life and time
i've sung a lot of songs
and made some bad rhymes
i acted out my life on stages
with 10,000 people watching
well,
we're alone now
and i'm singing a song to you.

i know your image of me
is what i hope to be
i treated you unkind
but darling can't you see
theres no one more important to me
baby can't you see through me?
we're alone now
and i'm singing a song to you.

you taught me precious secrets
of a true love worth holding on
you came out in front
when i was hiding
but now thats so much better
and if my words don't come together
listen to the melody
cause my love is in there hiding


i love you in a place
where theres no space or time
i love you for my life
you were a friend of mine
and when my life is over
remember when we were together
we were alone
and i was singing a song for you...
this song is for you.

i love you in a place
my dear friend
where theres no space or time
i love you for my life
you are a friend of mine
and when my life is over
remember when we were together
we were alone
and i was singing a song to you...





sometimes you forget
all too quickly
what's important.
time slips away
leaves you with nothing
but a casual memory
of a second of time
that once was important
that's now just a dream.
you have to hold on tight,
think, then think again
and remember what it was
that's now so hard to understand.
but if it really was important,
if it really made a dent
if it caused you for a moment
to sit back, enjoy, then let
the magic of that moment
that you thought had slipped away
come back and be a moment
in your life,
that's here to stay.


don't forget the little people.








alphabet shitty






sometimes when your working on
projects A through Z
you forget exactly just what happened
all the way back when you were working on C.
you try, you look,
you search, you see
that what was really incredible,
was what you did at B.
you toss around
all of everything,
make it easy,
get a scope
of all the things,
then go back again
starting at Z,
a little bit at a time,
once more,
then you see,
that the final thing
the thing you missed
was there all the time,
you had just dismissed
and moved on forward
without looking back,
but when you did,
it all made sense...

UNOADED

and it is now,
officially,
2:14am.
after an entire day doing, actually, nothing,
i finally am able to stop the insanity of trying to cum,
jerking off for endlesss hours upon hours,
doing things,
saying, watching and pretending to be interested in,
turned on by,
and ready to cum at the idea of,
any of that crap.
i came.
it took 3 minutes,
alone,
no vids, cams, websites, pics or vids.
just me,
alone
stroking
nothing around to bother
disturb
or distract me.
my load,
the very load that took over 27 hours to dispense,
is at rest
on the floor of my bedroon,
picked up, kind of,
by the t-shirt i wore today.

it's all done,
all gone,
all out...
i'm headed to bed.