i was almost an abortion

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

enuf

Cafe Del Mar - Chicane - Offshore (Ambient Mix)





maybe i can't sleep cause i'm supposed to be creating/doing/experiencing something amazing.
maybe i should have a more fulfilling life and not be stuck in front of the computer 24/7.
maybe i should just walk away,
turn around
and never look back....
but then, how would i ever know/see/do al the things about me that i now know, and for what reason?
i have no idea...


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Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Please Don't Tell Me

Madonna - Don't Tell Me








please don't tell me that i've been doing this wrong all along?
it's now just starting to occur to me that maybe everything i've done

because i did them all out of firm beliefs that i was doing them correctly
was all just a misconstrued mash up of insanity that is jumbled with bad timing, bad energy and bad breath? what? 

last night after a lengthy catch up conversation with my bestist girlfriend of a million years, keeta, she tells me that quite possibly i have done everything i do out of my own insane idea that i'm always right...well, duh. i never would go into something thinking i was doing it wrong. i was telling him my simple philosophy of dealing with people (most of whom are assholes)
i truly think that some people, like me for instance, was put on this earth because i keep the energy moving, people talking, evolution sped up and intelligence spread to those who usually get culture only by eating yogurt. i've been working since i was 14, hookering since i was 14, and been on every step of the way the thing i got out of every experience, every triumph, every let down, was that in general, people is no damn good...they seem to think only of themselves, never minding or caring whats up with others around and/or how it will effect them. SO, people like me that God obviously planted on this gorgeous land of ours, are really only part of his grand scheme to make sure the ones who don't know no better, get a lesson that will hopefully kick their senses in and make them better people.
now, some may say i'm crazy...
i should try and think only positive thoughts, be kind to those who aren't as smart and just tell them nicely that that wasn't a nice thing that they did...or even to mentor them by being sweet gentle and caring to their unfortunate life until their divine day of meeting me, when they could possibly change little by little and learn from experience. all i gotta say is, LIES!
u gotta be in their face, direct, to the point, nasty even, cause trust me when i say this...they will never forget the whippin' they got from you, and they will...will will will definitely change their behavior in the future...
i feel i'm just doing the right thing.
teach them well and let them lead the way...listen to Whitney...she was never wrong, and that's a fact. 
so, you heard it here...
now go out in that world tomorrow and kick some ass,
cause otherwise, your just doing an injustice to society.
peace.
lol
joe




 

Monday, October 8, 2012

We Found something...

Rihanna - We Found Love ft. Calvin Harris






What it takes to come alive...

and how lucky we are when it gets there.  
as the day finishes the weekend that finalized a week and a half of hell,
the gambit of emotions have been seen. there's nowhere left to hide...
everyone knows the trouble you seen.
everybody knows cause you aint one to keep quiet,
and so the social network "community" feeds at unbelievably fast speeds to inform everyone in our circle of life and beyond exactly what is going on in any and everyone's lives, 24/7.
and we feel happy that we've shed some of the baggage off us and onto the others who,
obviously,
couldn't possibly have it as hard as we did...
impossible.
but as the day finishes and the week closes and the month ends,
if and only if you can look back and be in even a slightly better place than you were,
well then, i guess you aint doin' so bad after all.







  
       photos of a time that i thought weren't so bad...
but...ya NEVER know whats right around the corner
ready to pounce!

Kiki and Herb

Total Eclipse of the Heart -Kiki and Herb





















































talent.
some people gotst it,
most want it,
few posses it,
and the geat ones don't even realize it...

so?

that's really the best way anyway?
 
















Toxic in the Deep

Adele vs Britney - Toxic in the Deep (Bumper's Mashup) [HQ]

                                                                              too high, can't come down...
it's never ending, and instead of relaxing and actually knowing this anyway...
i continue to fight.
i couldn't have had it all...
rollin' in the deep?
it was all a toxic mix of life, wrong place, wrong time, wrong question, wrong answer....
it was bound to happen.
it was waiting for the right moment to just frop and explode all over everything,
destroying everything in it's path.
but, it doesn't have to stay that way forever.
everyone just calm down.
take a pill, any pill, just take one, and breath.
finally i can see that crystal clear,
i've moved above, beyond, leaped high, and touched ground,
and now,
i can have it all.













 

Madonna - Everybody [The First (TIME) Album]





Michelle McCabe shared Madonna's photo.
11 hours ago
Madonna's 'Everybody' single celebrates its 30th Anniversary today! Wherever you are in the world, make sure to play it loud and to "Dance and Sing, Get up and Do your thing!
Photo: Madonna's 'Everybody' single celebrates its 30th Anniversary today! Wherever you are in the world, make sure to play it loud and to "Dance and Sing, Get up and Do your thing!
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  • Joe Oppedisano Good God! that means that OVER 30 years ago in the antiquated art classroom of michelle mccabe and joey o-ppedisano, miss mccabe who had her brand new Walkman, coolly nudged mr o-ppedisano telling him to check out this new song, cause she had a feeling it was something he'd get into. so, mr. o reached across the table and grabbed the headphones briskly away from mccabe and adjusted them securely on his head over his ears and pushed play. ugh, i mean, really, mccabe thinks i havent already heard this on MTV!? OMG, he was like, so already over the song when he heard a voice....it was unlike any regular pop voice he had heard before, it had to be one of the new "colored" performers that MTV didn't "get" or hadn't picked up on yet...his heart skipped a beat and for an instant his shoulders shuttered, his head bobbed and his bi-level Lisa-Lisa and the Cult Jam hairdo went in front of his eyes, and it was only then that he realized that somehow, in the last few seconds of his life, everything he knew, everything he thought he knew, and everything he had no clue about, all came crashing inside his tiny little pea-head, and he knew that, he would never be the same again...he threw the headphones off and screamed, Michelle McCabe screamed back, Alicia Ketchum and Jimmy Jim Esposito freaked, and the what was so important 2 seconds ago art project of gluing macaroni onto cardboard to create a 3D album cover, wasn't at all so very...for the next 30 or so years, and, well, actually, for the next however-so-many years that would be the rest of his life, joey o would not, actually COULD not ever forget the moment Michelle MADE him listen to Madonna for the very first time...i mean, i may never ever have heard of her if it wasn't for mccabe...so, michelle, i thank u for evolving me, helping me become part of the culture i was born into, and making me a bigger faggot than i was a few seconds before that fatal moment in time...i love u...joey

Saturday, October 6, 2012

I say a little prayer

My best friend's wedding - I say a little prayer
these clips always make me smile...







has God heard my little prayer?

the moment i wake up
b4 i put on my make-up
i say a little prayer for us...
me 'n buddy.
my best friend that i will ever know.
i hope he knows.
i went downtown to journal square today, 
checkin' out the hood.
i'm in love.
forever and ever,
i think i can be happy now.

maybe there won't be marriage,
maybe there won't be sex...ew!
but by God, there will be dancing!






- Take Me On -

A-Ha - Take On Me (OFFICIAL VIDEO)




sometimes a single note, when hit and held for the right amount of time,
can flood your head with what seemes like a million years ago
and bring you back to them,
like that!

what a baby i was.
so cute.
michelle mccabe, alicia ketchum, shannon, nicki, god.
i only hung out with girls at this point.
i knew.
they knew.
they didn't care.
who cares anyway?
i'm sorry if any kids get bullied.
i never did, well, minor shit, but nothing really.
it's so retarded.

take on me.
i'll be good...



Friday, October 5, 2012

You Belong Together-(Peter Rauhofer Club Mix)

Mariah Carey - We Belong Together (Peter Rauhofer Club Mix)




one day, waif-child-50's movie star boy i saw at a cough cough michelle luc-ass production casting, yanked aside and shot immediately and ms. lucas still thinks she had the vision...anyway, supposedly, one of my favorite not yet superstar porn sensations, samuel colt, saw these pics i did of the innocent-looking chris porter, and had to meet him, and so, the day they met, bluebirds  circled the skies while fireworks filled the airwaves and sunbeams zapped out clouds that were moving out of the way anyway, and somehow a huge disco ball dropped from the sky and the beams hit the shards of mirror reflecting beauty and sunshine everywhere.
whew.
that actually happened...
and now, well, love is in the air, and these two boys become men and bla bla bla, i love them.
i hope they live forever together, and always look at each other with smiles,
i heart them both, a lot...

 you belong together...xo





Sunday, September 30, 2012

i aint dead yet












fashion editor turned photographer turned gay porn sensation. his two best selling gay-erotic photo books, Testosterone and  Uncensored have gone through numerous printings, and his third book the self titled J/O out this fall through Bruno Gmuender. his work has influened his generation while not abandoning it's past. he is influenced by and compared  to three gay icons/artists, Tom of Finland, Jim French of COLT fame, and Robert Mapplethorpe, often times reinterperating their classic imagery with his own brand of style, trademark lighting, and twisted sense of humor captured in a no nonsense, in your face sex image that leaves nothing to be ashamed of or for.  he depicts the modern gay man in today's society, not behind any closet doors, but in broad daylight, out there ready to pounce at any moment. his work can be seen in OUT, N.Y. Times Magazine, Vibe and/or on the cover off any gay porn dvd, magazine, blog and now, twitter.   

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