IS AS GOOD AS IT GOT
AS GOOD AS IT GETS?
WHEN AS HARD AS I TRY
DO I HAVE TO TRY HARDER?
WILL THE MISTAKES THAT I MADE
EVER MAKE SENSE ENOUGH TO LEARN FROM?
WAS IT WORTH IT, IN THE END
OR DID I DESTROY IT AND CAUSE THE END?
THE QUESTIONS I ASK ARE NOT QUESTIONS I KNOW THE ANSWERS TO, THEY ARE THINGS THAT I THINK I KNOW, BUT ACTUALLY NEVER EVEN COME CLOSE TO KNOWING BECAUSE I'M TOO RETARDED TO GRASP THE REAL EFFECTS OF EVERY MOVE I MAKE ON EVERYTHING AROUND ME.
IS IT TIME TO GROW UP?
IS IT TIME TO LOOK AHEAD?
IS IT POSSIBLE TO NEVER KNOW?
IS IT PROBABLE I'LL NEVER MOVE PAST, RISE ABOVE OR MOVE ON?
HAVE I GRASPED THE LAST STRAW AND PULLED UP THE SHORT STICK? WILL I EVER LEARN?
WHEN IT MAKES LITTLE OR NO SENSE, BUT MEANS EVERYTHING AT ONCE, AND CREATES EVERYTHING THAT I KNOW TO BE EVERYTHING I QUESTION, AND EVERY SENTENCE I SAY REGURGITATES INTO SOMETHING THAT NO WAY CAN BE TRUE, HONEST OR JUST, MAKING IT ALL BLAMED ON LUST WHEN THE SIMPLE TRUTH IS, DISGUST HAS TAKEN OVER TWO PLUS...
AS I LOOK AROUND, I SEE GREATNESS, POWER AND FAME, BUT LOOK CLOSELY AND ALL THAT IS THERE IS THE PAIN THAT IT CAUSED LONG AGO AND HAS NEVER GOTTEN BACK, MAKING MILLIONS OF ERRORS TURN THE WHITE INTO BLACK. DOES IT EVER MAKE SENSE, WHEN I KNOW WHAT IS REAL, BUT I STILL CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT, IT CAN'T BE, WHY CAN'T I FEEL?
U NEVER KNOW, CAUSE U NEVER SEE, WHAT LIES THERE SO BLATANTLY AND MEANS A WORLD U COULD SEE, IS ALL BLURRY AND SEIZED BY THE POWERS THAT BE THAT CREATE DESTINY.
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