i was almost an abortion

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

may be maybe


i got a feeling that tonight is the first night in a long time, that everything is going to make sense...all of the troubled months that have come before this evening will somehow come together and the puzzle that so far has had me, well, puzzled, will be magically put together with one single piece that i have, for some reason, missed for no apparent reason, maybe i was sitting on it the whole time...maybe that was what that pain in my ass was the whole time...hmmmm....
but tonight might be a good night.
maybe it's going to be the best night i've ever had...
maybe the best night ever in the entire world...ever...
 since the beginning of time, and forever there will never be a night that will come close to comparing with what the ticking of the clock will bring to me 
in the next few hours....
ya never know.
but if you don't have hope, then what do you have in the first place? maybe it won't be the best night ever.
    but...by tomorrow, it won't matter anyway.

live life for what might be.
what's possible.
what could some day be,
and never think it will go
 any other way but amazing.

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