HO HO MUTHERFUCKIN' HO!

Okay, it's done...

and the time has come

to put behind us

all the crap that this past year's brung.

i'm moving on

i'll start again,

but don't forget,

i don't play games...

sometimes people think that being sweet

means your stupid,

until they see

what i hide

deep down inside

is more ruthless

than you could ever guess.

so don't you think

even for a sec

that i'm just some washed up, haggard wreck.

cause u aint seen my best work yet

just you wait,

and do not forget

that here i am,

and i told you so...

so let me take you

outta control.

my been there, done that, had him, yea well,

attitude comes straight from hell.

and if by chance you even think

i'm a has-been/used up/tierd queen,

all i can say

is take a look...

i do things that you cannot overlook.

 3 books, some videos, and a dvd

what's that you say?

i thought so, queen!

  HO HO MUTHERFUCKIN' HO!

 sincerely, thank you, to everyone

who helped me through

what has become

the very worst time

of my life...

i hope it's over,

i pray for it to be,

everynight.

i know i say that everything

happens for a reason,

but come on, i mean...

really?

why'd i have to go through

all that crap, i hope it's true

that what my motto

reads, to date

makes all that shit

be worth the wait...

merry christmas,

happy new year,

2013...

bitch, you better be fierce!

xoj/o