i was almost an abortion

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

me=the Definition of DEFECTIVE

Grace Jones - Slave to the rhythm (Extended Version)


defective.

1de·fec·tive

adjective \di-ˈfek-tiv\

Definition of DEFECTIVE

1
a: imperfect in form or function : faulty <a defective pane of glass>
b: falling below the norm in structure or in mental or physical function <defective eyesight>
2
: lacking one or more of the usual forms of grammatical inflection <must is a defective verb>
de·fec·tive·lyadverb
de·fec·tive·nessnoun

Examples of DEFECTIVE

  1. This computer is defective. I want my money back.
  2. The disease is caused by a defective gene.

First Known Use of DEFECTIVE

14th century

2defective

noun

Definition of DEFECTIVE

: a person who is subnormal physically or mentally


maybe thats what i am.
nothing else seems like a good description,
one worthy of the symptoms...
but that seems kind of right on target...
defective.



Monday, October 15, 2012

house of cards (tumbling down)

Meet Me Halfway - Black Eyed Peas Ft. David Guetta (Remix)
At the end of the day,
what it really all came down to was,
and the thing that really pissed him off...
he knew that deep down
no matter how hard he worked,
no matter how many chances they gave him,
no matter what he could dream up,
somehow, someway,
just when he could see the finish line
so close...
he would no doubt do something,
maybe the tiniest thing,
but just big enough,
that everythng he built, would,
like a house of cards,
come tumbling down...
and there was nothing he could do to stop it.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Call Me

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Best Thing I Never Had

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had


         ok,so,                               
maybe i'm not completely over it, yet.
imagine...me, bitter...
whoda guessed.
whoda guessed.
whoda guessed. 














cause i know how it hurts...cause i know how it hurts...cause i know how it hurts...cause i know how it hurts...

"eyeliner and cigarettes"

Gaga by Gaultier FULL DOCUMENTARY

 "eyeliner and cigarettes"


 "relentless and fearless and vicious!


"fame comes from inside of you, it's not something that you obtain."
                                                   lady gaga 


 when i shoot someone, before they even get on set, we sit down, and i tell them this...
about a week before the day we shoot, set it deep inside that you are about to do this, not for ME, but for YOU...
start by cleaning your diet. healthy, protein, less carbs, greens, lots of vegetables, nothing that bloats you, just eat fresh.
next, it's all about your body, right? so...
take an extra few minutes and do 10 more hard pushed minutes of cardio a day, go up in weight just to give yourself a little extra pump, maybe just do an extra set of push-ups. something, just give your workout a little xtra sumthin'.
 facial, tan, manicure, pedicure all give you a little gloss, a little shine, and will put your head in the place i want you to be...
a superstar!
i always say, and i know it sounds silly, but,
when you walk in to shoot with me, i want you to feel like fuckin' Angelina Joilie...
i want you to have a character in your head of who you are, or want to be, watch a classic movie that inspires you, bring music that will put you in that head space.
this is the time, this is the place, now, relax, 
and give me FEVER!
make me feel it...
WERQ IT OUT!
cause in a few hours,
it's back to life, back to reality,
and i hate reality!





 



enuf

Cafe Del Mar - Chicane - Offshore (Ambient Mix)





maybe i can't sleep cause i'm supposed to be creating/doing/experiencing something amazing.
maybe i should have a more fulfilling life and not be stuck in front of the computer 24/7.
maybe i should just walk away,
turn around
and never look back....
but then, how would i ever know/see/do al the things about me that i now know, and for what reason?
i have no idea...


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http://scottdagostino.wordpress.com/2007/01/11/joe-oppedisano/

http://www.imageamplified.com/2012/01/masculine-dosage-todd-sanfield-in-the-sex-man-by-joe-oppedisano-wwwimageamplifiedcom-image-amplified.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3zl0CW8G_M

http://www.homotrophy.com/tag/joe-oppedisano/

http://joeuncensored.blogspot.com/


enuf about me, let's talk about u...
what did u think of those links?!?!

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Please Don't Tell Me

Madonna - Don't Tell Me








please don't tell me that i've been doing this wrong all along?
it's now just starting to occur to me that maybe everything i've done

because i did them all out of firm beliefs that i was doing them correctly
was all just a misconstrued mash up of insanity that is jumbled with bad timing, bad energy and bad breath? what? 

last night after a lengthy catch up conversation with my bestist girlfriend of a million years, keeta, she tells me that quite possibly i have done everything i do out of my own insane idea that i'm always right...well, duh. i never would go into something thinking i was doing it wrong. i was telling him my simple philosophy of dealing with people (most of whom are assholes)
i truly think that some people, like me for instance, was put on this earth because i keep the energy moving, people talking, evolution sped up and intelligence spread to those who usually get culture only by eating yogurt. i've been working since i was 14, hookering since i was 14, and been on every step of the way the thing i got out of every experience, every triumph, every let down, was that in general, people is no damn good...they seem to think only of themselves, never minding or caring whats up with others around and/or how it will effect them. SO, people like me that God obviously planted on this gorgeous land of ours, are really only part of his grand scheme to make sure the ones who don't know no better, get a lesson that will hopefully kick their senses in and make them better people.
now, some may say i'm crazy...
i should try and think only positive thoughts, be kind to those who aren't as smart and just tell them nicely that that wasn't a nice thing that they did...or even to mentor them by being sweet gentle and caring to their unfortunate life until their divine day of meeting me, when they could possibly change little by little and learn from experience. all i gotta say is, LIES!
u gotta be in their face, direct, to the point, nasty even, cause trust me when i say this...they will never forget the whippin' they got from you, and they will...will will will definitely change their behavior in the future...
i feel i'm just doing the right thing.
teach them well and let them lead the way...listen to Whitney...she was never wrong, and that's a fact. 
so, you heard it here...
now go out in that world tomorrow and kick some ass,
cause otherwise, your just doing an injustice to society.
peace.
lol
joe




 

Monday, October 8, 2012

We Found something...

Rihanna - We Found Love ft. Calvin Harris






What it takes to come alive...

and how lucky we are when it gets there.  
as the day finishes the weekend that finalized a week and a half of hell,
the gambit of emotions have been seen. there's nowhere left to hide...
everyone knows the trouble you seen.
everybody knows cause you aint one to keep quiet,
and so the social network "community" feeds at unbelievably fast speeds to inform everyone in our circle of life and beyond exactly what is going on in any and everyone's lives, 24/7.
and we feel happy that we've shed some of the baggage off us and onto the others who,
obviously,
couldn't possibly have it as hard as we did...
impossible.
but as the day finishes and the week closes and the month ends,
if and only if you can look back and be in even a slightly better place than you were,
well then, i guess you aint doin' so bad after all.







  
       photos of a time that i thought weren't so bad...
but...ya NEVER know whats right around the corner
ready to pounce!

Kiki and Herb

Total Eclipse of the Heart -Kiki and Herb





















































talent.
some people gotst it,
most want it,
few posses it,
and the geat ones don't even realize it...

so?

that's really the best way anyway?
 
















Toxic in the Deep

Adele vs Britney - Toxic in the Deep (Bumper's Mashup) [HQ]

                                                                              too high, can't come down...
it's never ending, and instead of relaxing and actually knowing this anyway...
i continue to fight.
i couldn't have had it all...
rollin' in the deep?
it was all a toxic mix of life, wrong place, wrong time, wrong question, wrong answer....
it was bound to happen.
it was waiting for the right moment to just frop and explode all over everything,
destroying everything in it's path.
but, it doesn't have to stay that way forever.
everyone just calm down.
take a pill, any pill, just take one, and breath.
finally i can see that crystal clear,
i've moved above, beyond, leaped high, and touched ground,
and now,
i can have it all.