Wonderful Life

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Feel This Moment

Pitbull Feat. Christina Aguilera - Feel This Moment

this moment passed a long time ago...

every second of every moment
of every minute of every week
counts.
matters. it may not be the perfect thing
at the perfect time, but it's what you have
and it's up to you to make the moment count.
it's never going to be easy.
if it's really important
and meant to be 
it will happen.
it can't be pushed.
it can't be demanded.
it can't be manipulated
because then it isn't pure.
i have been conflicted with my own very moments that  seemingly, slip by.
they don't seem to amount to much,
and they don't seem to get me where i want to go...
but they are moments i treasure also,
because i am spending amazing quality time
getting back to the people i haven't been close to in years.
i spend every waking moment with my baby Buddy,
and he is the light of my life,
and i know one day, i'll look back
and know for certain he was always
the love of my life.

so for this moment,
i'm going to be relaxed,
happy,
content...
and get dressed and taking him out in the snow
that he loves so much...

because once the moment passes.\
you can never get it back.
it's gone forever,
so make it count.




precious moments spent wisely...

j/o

me in the middle of one of those moments on fire island...

EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE

POLICE - EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE remix


every breath you take and every move you make, every single day,
every word you say...all builds up to 
make you exactly the very thing, the very person you are right now and effects the very next moments, ideas, thoughts, expressions, everything really...for years till the end of the story. it makes you decide everything you ever question, creates your outlooks, visions and, well, you get it...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znosqX0zFmg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eLUd_dvUK_M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xg0AsWruz4k

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJ2zIDw_AaQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ELyDpW_VuI

http://videokeman.com/michael-jackson/wanna-be-starting-something-michael-jackson/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVVgkK_4avM

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tvxSNyN1ok

u better werq

http://www.aebn.net/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=77OOvq3vb0Y

u better werq
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5miqNvoZ_aM

coccoon

something in the way it happened,
so naturally,
won't let me be...
it's like it was waiting in the wings all the time
waiting for the exact right second of time to expose itself
unfold,
and turn everything that was once bllack,
not white,
but maybe...
dove grey.
everything comes when it should.
it always has to,
like a butterfly,
coccoon and develop to the precise moment when
it should be revealed.
when it is shown to the world,
everyone should, if they were smart,
stand back in awe.
it's something perect that is what it is supposed to be
when it should be
and it lasts only as long
as it is useful,
needed,
or...
inspiring.

 

wow. really? wtf!

QUESTION?

was he too harsh or could it be

that what he said he said out of pure honesty.

and what he said, he did not intend

to be reinterpreted 

but that in fact is the way it went.

instead of  listening he instead

listened to the childish voices

in his head.

they told him things 

in a distorted way

made him second guess

and in the end betray

the only thing that was ever real,

and it stripped him of all things

he truly feels.

wow?

really?

wtf!

                              

really?

it's exhausting.

every time i hear it's happened again,

i just feel my entire body collapse from inside. 

why him?

how?

damn.

really?

it never gets easier,

it's not really shocking anymore, but it should be.

you can never figure out who will be next,

how it will happen

or why.

but from what i see,

i can only guess.

you live your life day to day

trying to do your best

just to get by...

then add on top of that the stress that is caused

by an economy that's crumbled,

fighting for every little scrap of kindness to be thrown your way,

having to do things you don't really want to do, just because you have to...

it isn't the glamorous life people think,

in fact, it's more than you bargain for

when you basically sell your soul

hoping against all odds

that maybe you can make it just one more day.

then you wake up,

slap on a smile,

and start over again.

only to realize that today is no different from the last.

but you gotta keep going.

you have to move on.

it's one life,

one chance,

one time...

don't give up.

                                       dedicated to Arpad Miklos

i never got the chance to photograph him, but we had met a bunch of times, and one thing i can say is he was always smiling. i never heard a bad thing come from his mouth, never a negative ounce of energy from him, just a laugh, a smile, a warm handshake, and a face that will never be equalled. 

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/02/05/arpad-miklos-gay-porn-star-dead_n_2624369.html

ok.

 

something wasn't right.
nothing was working...
nothing made sense.
it was as if everyone around him spoke a different language...

desperately he grasped for something solid to hold on to as he tried to gasp out the simple word
"help..."
but from the bottom of his gut,
all he felt was emptiness which only echoed the sound through his body
but was unable to be released into the air.
he began to sweat.
his heart raced.
his temples throbbed 
and his pulse began to work in overtime.
what the fuck was going on?
he slapped himself on his face to try to wake himself up from this horrible dream...

help...
help?
help!

nothing.

it was then he understood that in fact, 
he wasn't ok.
everything was wrong...
for the very first time he realized that he was truly
all alone.



as the television set went from broadcasting to static, he shook,   
                              he shivered, and stopped breathing.