alone

not so very long ago,

in a place not very far away,

it heard it just by coincidence,

but i definitely heard you say,

please don't take that extra step,

stay close to me,

not far away,

i swear that i'll always be here,

and then

you went away.

there i stood,

alone at last,

except now you were part of my past,

and when i called out

and asked you please

to stay with me,

cure my disease,

you vanished so far 

from my reach

that it seemed as if 

your words were breached.

how one day

can you tell me this,

and next day it's basically as if

the things you said

you never did,

when i need you most

your gone, you hid.

i lay alone in bed at night

in my mind are dreams of fright

and when i wake

i think i see

an image of you

looking back at me.

but the image is blurry

the past is gone

and now i'm here

where i don't belong.

and so i ask you

one more time,

a second chance?

please?

be kind.

for no one understands where i

have come from,

through my darkest nights,

you once sat,

and comforted me

and now no more,

alone,

just me.

i thought you told me

i thought i'd see

myself by your side

for eternity

but when i ask you

just one time,

immediately

you decline.

where do i go now

what can i do?

i ask around

but no one knew.

it's now or never

this time is it,

and so i wait,

alone i sit.