far away

i understand where ur coming from.

i know that you only see the bad,

but the good is also inside me,

just impossible to get at without a chance...

i've tried so many ways,

i've asked a million times,

i don't have anywhere to turn to,

can't u see the terror in my eyes?

i'm all alone,

i'm helpless,

have nowhere left to hide,

all i see when i look close

is what i'm trying hard to realize

is that i've got no home,

i've got no time,

i've got no job,

nothing left inside,

and now as i sit all alone

i feel my stomach turn

i watch myself from afar

starting to fall and burn.

all im asking

is a hand,

i know you must, somewhere inside,

know, and understand.

i am 2 feet away

from blossoming again

and when i reach my hand out to you,

it's because i think you are my friend.

i don't know where to turn

i dont know what to do...

am i asking way to much

when i ask that question of you?

i know youve helped me

many times,

and i would never

pretend that i

didnt understand

where youre coming from,

i know where,

trust me,

i am someone...

id never try and hurt you, never,

i love you so much,

but its now or never,

i have less than 20 days,

and after that,

i go astray.

into darkness,

and far away.